My time

There was no stopping him, I woke up July 28th morning with extreme back pain. I could barely stand it, the shower I took was useless as I could barely stand up. Tyler again wasn’t there and I couldn’t get ahold of him. The pain kept getting worse in my back, at times dropped me to my knees. I started noticing there was a pattern to the pain. I call the doctors office and explain my pain, they tell me to come in asap. I finally got ahold of Tyler and made it apparent I was in extreme pain and he need to come get me asap. He pulled up, anxious and scared, I was on my hands and knees in pain. A contraction put me down again and I couldn’t stand, he ended up picking me up and carrying me to the car. He drove like a fucking maniac all the way to the hospital, he’s lucky I didn’t kill him! 

I get there and they want me to sit in a wheelchair to go upstairs, the contractions were so bad I couldn’t sit still. I made them stop halfway so I could turn around and sit on my legs facing the wrong way. No, it didn’t make sense, didn’t look comfortable at all but that’s what I had to do. We get to the room and they tell me my contractions are five minutes apart, all the pain is in my lower back. I got to the hospital about noon on July 28th, which is Rene’s birthday. 

I walked the halls as much as I could, the doctor said there was no way to stop this labor, he was a little early but he’s ready. I trusted her and did what I could to deal with the pain. I know I was in labor for over 14 hours, I have no idea when my actual doctor came in and demanded an epidural. She came to check on me after the on call doctor had twins to deliver and another went into labor. My doctor came in for about 30 seconds and walked out. Cindy came in says the doctor was ordering me an epidural asap. My doctor came back in and said I am getting an epidural, as they walked in with it. She didn’t like my blood pressure being so high and Treyson’s heart rate declining. As soon as the epidural was in I crashed. I was so exhausted, I don’t know how many hours I went without relief while trying to walk in the halls. I also had my dad, Tyler, Mom, aunt, anyone to rub my lower back with their knuckles,  it felt better with a lot of pressure.