My time

Things I do for others but what others are not willing to do for me is mind blowing. 

I think back to all the people I helped, just in this house alone. Most of them kids, but a few men that were “at their lowest” and needed someone. Where are they now? I can tell you where they are, where they all were before I met them. Nothing has changed, they didn’t want help, they wanted a free ride, just like my son and niece. They did a complete 360 and went back to the same shit. 

For instance, Matt is back with his ex-wife and his family and friends all accept this. Why, you may ask? That’s the biggest fucking question!! They all accept Matt’s word, which to me means nothing. Matt SAYS he’s not back with her, but stays at her house. He says its for the kids, but I’ve been listening to that bullshit lie for over two years now.

This is another reason I had to walk away, not only from Matt, but the kids, his family and friends. They believe what they want, I can see with my own eyes what the truth is. I’m tired of always pointing out the struggles of people, see their potential and try to help them. 

Everything I do or say falls on deaf ears, no one cares to listen.