For the next year, Tyler and Jordyn got married and she really tried to be there for Trey, even when Tyler wasn’t. There were some issues we had to deal with but Jordyn and I tried to get along for Trey’s sake. Once Tyler went back to his “old ways”, Jordyn found herself in the…

Treyson and I stayed in our small apartment for about 3 years when I noticed a man in his backyard playing with his Dobermans. It was just a joke naming him my “eye candy” while I was single. With Treyson’s daddy issues I couldn’t get myself to get close to anyone, afraid they would leave…

For Treyson’s first bday party, Tyler was caught smoking weed at my aunt’s house while we sang happy birthday. Tyler’s family was around but was never really helpful. They enabled Tyler and his addiction, I tried telling them that when I was pregnant, they didn’t listen.  Have you caught on yet? No, don’t worry, you…

How can three people be raised but the same two people and live their lives completely different than each other? I sat my parents down and expressed my concerns on Ben and his gf not helping with bills and not cleaning up after themselves. Why did I have to explain to my parents on the…

Once Trey was in my life, I had an opinion on things that I felt were important, like the house being clean for my kid to crawl. As I mentioned before, all of us back at our parents, Nick has 2 daughters that he gets every other weekend. Then Ben and his girlfriend, me and…

My dad, brothers, my aunt/uncle showed up to help move me back to my parents. I asked my Aunt Courtney to take Trey, so I could get more done. I was numb packing up my stuff, moving like a robot that can’t feel anything. Until Tyler finally showed up, I immediately called Tylers brothers to…

Right then my relationship with my mother became a reality check. I guess this could be considered my “Trauma Response”. From that moment forward I saw my mother in her true colors. I no longer had respect for her; it’s like I didn’t even know her at all. As our relationship grew further apart, I…

I ignored it completely, acted like I had seen a ghost or daydreamed it. I was in denial, but my mother would bring me back to reality when we went to visit her cousins for the weekend. The second night we stayed we got to drinking games and ended with Truth or Dare. Besides me…

These things were placed in my mind, I didn’t just make them up. My mother put these thoughts into my mind. She was avoiding her truth….  Back then I had a lot of questions for my mother. I had been babysitting Rod’s kids since they could crawl. Rod was a family friend, what we were…

Let’s fast forward a bit and get into the nitty-gritty drama filled part of my life shall we. No, age fourteen was not my worsts of dramas. Maybe it was the first, but definitely not the last.  I‘m 19 years old, just broke my engagement off with Jeremy of 3 years and moved out of…