It’s been two weeks since Matt and the kids left. It’s been a week since they came and took everything out of the house. I do mean everything, all the dishes I had from my marriage, all the furniture I bought for the living room, our room and the kids rooms, etc. The motivation I…

People used to make comments about my lack of emotions. I can only imagine what my life will be like once I get back on my feet. I know I need to keep to myself, I still have the habit of wanting to help.  I need help, from myself, not from anyone else. I need…

Some couples have arguments about the kids, money, or stupid shit. What did we fight about? His ex-wife, nothing more nothing else, just the dumb cunt not leaving us alone.  Mind you, my son left, my niece left, and today Matt and the kids left. I allowed myself to completely depend on a man, trusted…

Call me selfish, call me whatever you want, how about just don’t call me at all. Cutting people out of my life has been easy, simple, stress reliever actually. I don’t care who you are, my mother, son, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends, whatever.  If you don’t bring positivity into my world, you no longer belong…

Everyone saw the bullshit for years, instead of his family and friends telling him to get out, focus on the kids not her, they told him what he wanted to hear. Matt can only commit to his family and nothing more. He’s as petty as his mother, blinded as much as his stepmother, smart but…

Narcissists shouldn’t have kids, they can’t care enough about another person, let alone raise a decent child. They appear to be involved, they appear to care. Matt couldn’t see the bullshit that she was putting him and the kids through, but I could.  Technically, he had a good idea since his ex-wife immediately starting dating…

Anyways, Chris and Matt come over and immediately get into it. Matts wastes no time to get my naked, not a clue what Chris was doing. I’m laying on my back on my bed naked, one man kissing me, one “down-yonder”.  Matt was a great kisser, again not sure what Chris was doing “down-yonder”. Once…

April of 2023, Matt and I met from our kids being the same age and grade. Paxton wanted his dad and I to meet. When I first met Matt I was in a position of independence and confidence in myself.  Now, today, I sit here wondering what I could have done in a past life…

It was a quiet ride home for me, Trey spent it on the phone making his plans. He had X and his family waiting at the house to get all his stuff out. Fortunately, Matt (his story coming) took me and Emma on a drive so we could break down in tears without having to…

By the time school started, Emma had a better attitude and was easier to wake up than Trey. Trey gave up all together that year. I had to make my decisions, based off his decisions. We had weekly appointments with Chris, as well as Emma did. They knew the expectations and chose differently. By the…