Treyson was full of life as soon as he was born, wide-eyed and curious. His toddler years were one to tell in itself. This child of mine, so happy, excited about everything, and could never sit still. That’s what I loved about him the most, his excited attitude over the littlest things. Treyson is a…

Tyler and I both had tears in our eyes looking at what we made together. Some one asked about what his name will be, I hadn’t officially picked a name yet. I really like Remington James Shaffer, call him Remi for short. That was what I thought, until I saw him, he looked more like…

My doctor came in to check on me and said if he decides to come before midnight, “I’ll deliver him myself”. Well, Treyson must have heard that and decided he didn’t want to or maybe he didn’t want to share a birthday with Rene. That little shit came just after midnight, 12:31 am to be…

There was no stopping him, I woke up July 28th morning with extreme back pain. I could barely stand it, the shower I took was useless as I could barely stand up. Tyler again wasn’t there and I couldn’t get ahold of him. The pain kept getting worse in my back, at times dropped me…

While working at the hospital I was helping a patience back into bed when he said “oh my, I hope your pregnant cause something kicked me”. I had leaned over him to fix his oxygen and my belly mashed his arm into the bed. I laughed and said “yes, I‘m having a boy, he’s very…

I told myself over and over again, “as soon as he holds his son he will change”. I saw the change my brother did after his daughters were born. Its different for a man than women when having kids. The mother feels different when pregnant, we feel the baby move and grow inside us, most…

When Cindy left the boys, they were young, I believe Tyler was about eight years old. Jamie eventually got out of the military and married Rene. Rene is the sweetest woman and you would have never known her family was loaded, money loaded. Rene worked at a bank even though, I‘m told, no one else…

I got over it going to my appointment alone and when I got home Tyler was there, I gave him the ultrasound photos and said, “you missed it”. He said he was sorry but then celebrated having a boy and started calling everyone. He didn’t notice I went straight to bed, not celebrating with him.…

By the time he got out of jail I had another apartment ready to move into across town. Again, it was only in my name, hard to have credit when you have everything handed to you. Once I hit about seven months I started having contractions. Came to a point they were consistent and I…

Cindy came up to me at work and said, “do you mind not telling anyone yet, I haven’t told my friends”. That’s when I saw Cindy in a different way, and it turned ugly from there. This is the woman that suggested I date her son, now she’s embarrassed because we are having a baby…