How can three people be raised but the same two people and live their lives completely different than each other? I sat my parents down and expressed my concerns on Ben and his gf not helping with bills and not cleaning up after themselves. Why did I have to explain to my parents on the…

Once Trey was in my life, I had an opinion on things that I felt were important, like the house being clean for my kid to crawl. As I mentioned before, all of us back at our parents, Nick has 2 daughters that he gets every other weekend. Then Ben and his girlfriend, me and…

My dad, brothers, my aunt/uncle showed up to help move me back to my parents. I asked my Aunt Courtney to take Trey, so I could get more done. I was numb packing up my stuff, moving like a robot that can’t feel anything. Until Tyler finally showed up, I immediately called Tylers brothers to…

Right then my relationship with my mother became a reality check. I guess this could be considered my “Trauma Response”. From that moment forward I saw my mother in her true colors. I no longer had respect for her; it’s like I didn’t even know her at all. As our relationship grew further apart, I…

I ignored it completely, acted like I had seen a ghost or daydreamed it. I was in denial, but my mother would bring me back to reality when we went to visit her cousins for the weekend. The second night we stayed we got to drinking games and ended with Truth or Dare. Besides me…

These things were placed in my mind, I didn’t just make them up. My mother put these thoughts into my mind. She was avoiding her truth….  Back then I had a lot of questions for my mother. I had been babysitting Rod’s kids since they could crawl. Rod was a family friend, what we were…

Let’s fast forward a bit and get into the nitty-gritty drama filled part of my life shall we. No, age fourteen was not my worsts of dramas. Maybe it was the first, but definitely not the last.  I‘m 19 years old, just broke my engagement off with Jeremy of 3 years and moved out of…

OfficerAmanda seemed to have a good relationship with everyone, she was always talking to people. She really did fit in with our small-town folks.  Officer Amanda and I had a mutual friend, but I stayed cleared when she came around. It had nothing to do with her, and everything to do with her uniform. She…

I went on about my life as much as I could, ignoring the trial and what my future was going to be. I just went through it numb, like it would be ok eventually. It did turn out the best for me, but even today it makes me ask why. I‘m not going to name…

The usual procedure when you get arrest, strip down, squat and cough. Then came a camera? The woman walks in while I’m still naked and says she needs to take pictures. I was so drained and mentally exhausted I didn’t fight I just let them move me how they needed me to take photos. After…