My time

Some people may thing I just want the sexual attention, but in reality I want ALL OF THE ATTENTION! When I was young, I wanted the traditional family with the traditional job and friends. I wanted it so bad I craved it and was so determined to have that traditional life. As years go on, I am the one left alone, each and every time. I build up the people around me and where are they now? I get caught up in helping others and just move on to helping the next. 

This time I want partnership, equality on both sides, expectations in place to help each other. Malea and I may or may not have that, but after over 20 years of friendship we can. We are both in a position we CAN help each other, now is the time to “shit or get off the pot”. We have always called each other out, we’ve had our disagreements, but at the end we were still there for each other. 

Today is a day I am currently happy with all my decisions and that’s all that counts. We live to predict the future all while our lives to flashing by. Can you honestly say today that you can die happy, blissful, at ease? I can and its enlightening, energizing, inspiring. I don’t want this to be just about sex, but also about fun, laughing, spreading positivity and how I can do it best in my way. 

Matt called to tell me about his call with his mom, she called to talk about her call with his sister. Here we fucking go, the gossip is back! I completely understand reactions people are going to have, questions they want answers to, understanding the real why. I am now being called a “porn star” and I only have 15 subscribers in just a few days. I can’t wait to see what they come up with when I hit 400, my goal by March 2026.