My time

Well, well, well….I just had an Exit interview and man did it feel good to be 100% honest. Doesn’t matter that call doesn’t help me with anything, but hopefully it will help Nabiha. She’s smart and can probably handle that job on her own anyways, better than Ester ever could. I even sent them the video (faced down) I recorded when Ester “wanted to talk”, knowing I would catch her ass, and I did for those that can actually want to hear the manipulation. 

This is the first time I left a job proud of myself and now to have my side heard was relieving in a way. I provided details to them that should make an impact, but ultimately the ball is in their court.

It’s been a few days, been sitting on a lot (LOL pun intended) and everything seems so simple, so calm, so blissful. Today is December 18th, 2025 and I’ve been sitting on my balcony in a tank top and boyshorts, its 70 degrees and the breeze is just perfect. The sounds around me, people around me hustling and busseling while I take in the perfect weather for my perfect job. I get to enjoy everything around me, in my time. There is no demand of me, no expectations of me, no stress or worries. 

I can be me 1000% of the time left in my life, how many people to truly say that? I don’t hold back, not to Matt, Malea, or anyone that speaks to me. They want to know the real me. Those that support at a distance is still support and I acknowledge those that do! I don’t ask people to accept me, let alone my “job”, I don’t ask people for anything.

There is nothing anyone can do to stop me in believing in myself, to push my dreams, to want something more out of life.