My time

I pull up still in awe of the drive and just the free feeling of being “nowhere”, so peaceful. Now, if one of the kids told me about this story I’d be worried about them getting killed, but at this point in mind life, who cares. The openness of his yard, the peaceful nature surrounding him with no neighbors, no city lights, no sirens, just nature as it is intended. 

I first got there and the connection we had was instant, a calm, safe, peaceful connection. I immediately felt calm, relaxed and even happy. He saw me, actually saw me, not at my body, not at what I could do or provide for him. He saw me in a way I don’t think anyone has ever seen me. It was weird but comforting, after a week still trying to sort it out. 

We talked, saw his 35 acres, played with his 10 small dogs, 5 free range chickens, and 11 toddler chickens. I dont know shit about chickens and what age they need to be to free range. 

This man has so much to give all these animals, all the care, nurture, and safe place for them. He is their savior, their daddy, their protector of all other things. Never thought he would become mine as well…

We spent about six hours together with no expectations, just getting to know each other. He then invites me over thanksgiving eve to get to know each other better, even offered me to stay the night. This was, in my head, just a booty call with a great guy and hopefully we have some fun.