My time

There are so many out there begging to “find the one” or “true love”. I‘ve mentioned before, who says there’s only one for each of us? As years go by, we all change in different ways. Dave and I changed where we couldn’t make it work, same with Matt. There are so many people we haven’t met or came across yet. That’s why I’m keeping an open mind about everything, more opportunities open up and give you more experiences. 

Tonight my heart felt heavy to reach out to a good friend…of Matts. We were creating a good bond there at the end. Once I realized I had to walk away from Matt, I had to walk away from everyone. Everyone meant, his family, friends, co-workers, etc. I realized his family was loyal, to Matt and they would never be loyal to me. 

Reaching out to his family and few friends told me to remove everyone. They all said the same thing Matt said to justify his actions. “We have to co-parent, we have to talk daily, we have to get along for the kids”. After two years of his family and friends watching him go back and forth to me and the cunt. For them all to watch this and tell me “to get over her”, like I did this.

I didn’t ask to fall in love with him, I didn’t ask to fall in love with his family and friends. Is that not how a relationship works? Maybe it is me, I am the problem…. Pointing out facts no one wants to admit to. Make your excuses why you didn’t care to ask my side, or if I’m ok, anything to show they cared. The memory comes across me just like it did before, this time I won’t hold back. I will tell my truth if they don’t like it, that’s their problem.