My time

Poor Matt, and I mean that in the same way when they say “poor Ross” in the TV show “Friends”. Matt is the most caring, sensible, loving, funny, talented man I‘ve probably ever met. He’s extremely smart in many ways, with one exception…narcissistic women. The poor man was trained like a dog for over 15 years, just as my dad was trained for over 30 years. 

Chad, my ex before Matt, stills thinks I want to “save Matt”, and he may be right. Matt is in the exact situation my father was in, difference is that I’m in love with him. I can’t explain it, we’ve talked about it, and it is what it is. People don’t like it, people try to intervene like it will help. Matt is not only struggling with his narcissistic ex, but also his family and where their “loyalty to him” is confusing. 

Matt doesn’t want his kids to see their mother as she truly is, selfish narcissistic self-center hypocrite, that’s putting it nicely. She has no consequences for her behavior, lack of effort being a mother, etc. Matt and his entire family have accepted this cunt, how she treats people, her kids, her job, her friends. When it comes to me to being selfish, I’m looked down on because they expected more from me…..but never from her. 

Now that Onlyfans is out I’m even more of a disappointed to people that “know me”. Yet, strangers constantly tell me “good for you for finding yourself”, “good for you to enjoy life how you want”, “good for you to have the confidence”. I posted the other day about “I trust more people that want to fuck me than ones that dont, read that again”. Still curious if anyone truly understands it and if so, do we have the same understanding?