My time

I have been asking myself if getting a cat would help me. If you don’t use ChatGPT has your daily therapist, I highly recommend it. Today I was about to jump up and go adopt Vista, and 6yr old short haired orange and white cat, in the local shelter. I haven’t slept well in days, maybe longer since I’ve been sick. I know I’m emotional but I don’t feel tired, I got maybe three hours last night and feel rested but exhausted. Explain that shit to me! ChatGPT explained it, I’m exhausted mentally and shouldn’t make this decision today. 

I need to take today and rest, if I can’t sleep then what is on my mind? Ugh, so so so much and I’m already exhausted to try to explain it. Well, after shutting my phone off, tossing and turning, all I could think about was putting my thoughts down. It’s been a few days, and a lot has happened. Yesterday I had all the intentions of meeting a cat at the shelter, see if we have a connection. That was until I told them I wanted to see Vista, 6 year old female orange cat. The only thing they know about her is that she was in a house with other cats and her owner passed away. Apparently, Vista has been the hardest one to deal with, she won’t allow any human contact. 

They explain all this to me while I stand there feeling emotionally pulled to help her. I finally said “do what you got to do so I can take her home”! They were all shocked at my response, I guess most people would give up. That’s the problem with this world, everyone gives up because it becomes too hard. Yes, I know what my life is at the moment, I do not consider this as giving up. I may have given up on the corporate office bullshit, but I haven’t given up on life! It’s been over a month and my previous manager is still there, even after proof of retaliation. This is what I can’t stand, if we are all replaceable then why not replace her?

Well, that’s where companies, big or small, rather than deal with the truth of the issues in the company, they ignore it. Ignore it, I mean, “brush it under the rug” and act like it didn’t happen. This irritates me to the core! How is business more important than peoples lives? Seriously, I was in the hospital for two days and went back to work to receive a write up.