My time

 I booked a hotel in Illinois to visit Trey and my dad, anyone else will be bonuses. I did announce it on Facebook, gotta let my stalkers know my where abouts. When I say ‘stalkers’ I am referring to the family that doesn’t talk to me, the family that is only loyal to Matt, and of course his sister and the cunt. I also put it out there hoping few friends will reach out wanting to catch up, which a few have.

I also hope Matt will reach out, I got a notification he viewed my TikTok profile. I sent him a text of a GIF of the guy on ‘The Office’ making a particular look that means to me as “wtf is taking so long to get you out of this last poisonous web of manipulation?” I also sent him an email of my “blog” while re-reading through it and thought he’d want to see what I say about him. Of course, what I sent him was what I wrote before my birthday. I can’t imagine what shit-talking has been going on, especially since I followed Mason and Paxton on my TikTok. 

Well, he reached out again and yet again I’m back being blocked again. No, I didn’t post anything, I didn’t do anything or say anything to make him block me again. This time was all him.

He always knows what to say to pull me back in, convince me that he’s ready for this relationship to actually begin. Nope, and after chatting with his cousin Todd, the cunt’s ex-fiancée, I now need to believe that Matt will never see the truth. Todd escaped but not without a cost, she took a shit ton of money from him. I‘m still not convinced she hadn’t been using Todd for many years prior to Matt and her divorce. 

What’s more fucked up? That I left that life when I sold the house. I hadn’t spoken to any of Matts family or friends, yet hear I am… 

This last time, he reached out with practically a book of all the reasons he was a idiot. Of course, that’s behind him now, he’s over it, over me and moving on, probably with his cunt ordering him around. He was always her bitch and at this point he will always be her bitch. 

I’ve sent him an email demanding he NEVER reach out to me again and allow me to move on. I also made a TikTok of the photos from the kids, telling them goodbye. Who know what those kids are being told and I have no rights to tell them different from what their “parents” tell him. 

Moving on, I’m so fucking annoyed talking about a man that didn’t want me.