I’ve had a lot of “wrong time” moments, first one comes to mind is Tyler. Wrong time for Tyler, perfect time for me. Next is Mr. Big…remember him. I didn’t get into it much cause it still kinda hurts, even after all these years. I’m sitting here not knowing where to start. Maybe I will…

Matt has “finally been able to understand where I come from as an empath, feeling everyone else’s emotions and absorbing their negativity”. He’s pointed out that after we spent the night together “you’re physically exhausted, I can tell by looking at you”. He pointed out that he feels  that I might be absorbing his negativity…

Some people may thing I just want the sexual attention, but in reality I want ALL OF THE ATTENTION! When I was young, I wanted the traditional family with the traditional job and friends. I wanted it so bad I craved it and was so determined to have that traditional life. As years go on,…

Well, well, well….I just had an Exit interview and man did it feel good to be 100% honest. Doesn’t matter that call doesn’t help me with anything, but hopefully it will help Nabiha. She’s smart and can probably handle that job on her own anyways, better than Ester ever could. I even sent them the…

I know many people have a belief, many about the Bible, or they called “word of God”. But who the fuck is this God that gave us choices? Who is this “God” that says we can’t be a decent person and not go by “his word”. What’s wrong with doing the “out of the ordinary”?…

I do have other peoples concerns about my choices….NO, fuck that.  There’s only one person I have 100% respect for and that’s my dad. So, I called him up, told him I walked out of my bullshit, drama filled, corporate job to peruse Onlyfans full time. Now my dad is just getting the hang of…

So, I cried, I puked, I debated if life was worth this much pain. Then I took a huge hit off my “illegal” cart and put on Imagine Dragons. Again, sounds fucking cheesy, but I felt their music spoke to me, almost like they knew what I was going through. Either way, I picked myself…

While sitting and listening, to get an understanding, I was receiving a  “verbal warning” for my ATTENDANCE and LOW PRODUCTIVITY. I immediately stopped them and restated what they just told me. I said, “well, I‘m not doing this with you (speaking to my manager), this is retaliation and I refuse to continue this with a…

Today Granny, Matt’s grandmother, passed away. He had emailed me about her going on hospice on Saturday. I had thought about going to see her, but he mentioned she wasn’t coherent. I decided my last memories of her were the best memories to have and keep. I like that memories of her were happy, like…

Today I get instructed by my manager about NO OVERTIME. Even though they fired the girl training me, had to take on her responsibilities. Then decided to go ahead and also give me another job that two other people cover, so they can move on to other responsibilities. I question the overtime with my manager…